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invisible

malas

tak kuasa

tak perasan

tak jawab

tak ada

penat tak?

tak sempat

tak ingat

tak tahu

tak jumpa

tak simpan

tak buka

tak tak


sorry geng, aku tak mau kalah sekarang. belum masanya.

Suka

29/7/2009

Cantik betul hari ni. Dari pagi saya keluar bekerja hinggalah pulang. Malam pula senyap sunyi tanpa bunyi kenderaan. Bintang bersinaran gemilang. Saya kira hampir 5 kali saya perhatikan langit dari siang ke malam. Saya suka pada warna dan bentuk awan. Menenangkan. Dan yang paling saya suka ialah ketika tengahari, dibawah celah dedaunan, ranting dan dahan; memerhatikan warna awan disebalik panahan matahari dari bawah pokok. Lebih seronok jika ditiupi angin nyaman. Saya suka buat benda sebegini secara berseorangan. Kalau ramai-ramai belum pasti mereka faham. Pernah suatu ketika saya menyelinap masuk ke sekolah rendah saya semata-mata ingin berbuat aktiviti ini. Sudah penat berdiri, saya berbaring di dalam longkang kering. Tak perlu pedulikan orang lain. Tunggu sampai jam 4, boleh terus main bola di padang sekolah.

Sekarang sudah kurang jumpa pokok. Bukan Jasin maju sangat tetapi saya yang kurang keluar ke tempat yang berpokok. Depan rumah pun takda pokok. Ada pun tengok dari jauh saja. Teringin berbuat begitu lagi tanpa ditemani rasa kesal hadiah dari dunia hari ini.


Betul-betul teringin.

Drwon. I mean drown.

i guess this time i'll get drown.
and then your turn.
then their turn.

waiting for his turn.
then her turn.

these days

the only thing i can be sure of

is that I CANT BE SURE OF ANYTHING.

So The Lion Lived Alone.

It takes a whole day to figure out something that i could not understand.




Lions
And all the towns we built,
we built them so the lions could escape,
so they could roam in houses of their own.

The council wasn't there, just answer phone
The humans disappeared, they left their homes.
So the lions lived alone.

And all the towns we built,
we built them so the lions could escape,
so they could roam in houses of their own.

The council wasn't there, just answer phone
The humans disappeared, they left their homes.
So the lions lived alone.

So the lions lived alone.

The Offcut

They make a sound. Can't you understand? What they did that for? I just cannot tell.
They still have some task to get done with. Suddenly, they start to shout and one of them said;

"I know where all the good things go. They are locked up in an aisle, somewhere in his heart"

They make a fun of him. Just to take him down. Such a guilty place of a second chance.

and they start to shout. and they start to shout. and they start to shout.
and they start to shout. and they start to shout.
and all of them said and all of them said and all of them said
and all of them said and all of them said;

"We know where all the good things go. They are locked up in an aisle, somewhere in his heart"

Now suddenly it's too much!

"You know where all the good things go. They are locked up in an aisle, somewhere in your heart"

"It doesn't get any better than this!"