these days

the only thing i can be sure of

is that I CANT BE SURE OF ANYTHING.

So The Lion Lived Alone.

It takes a whole day to figure out something that i could not understand.




Lions
And all the towns we built,
we built them so the lions could escape,
so they could roam in houses of their own.

The council wasn't there, just answer phone
The humans disappeared, they left their homes.
So the lions lived alone.

And all the towns we built,
we built them so the lions could escape,
so they could roam in houses of their own.

The council wasn't there, just answer phone
The humans disappeared, they left their homes.
So the lions lived alone.

So the lions lived alone.

The Offcut

They make a sound. Can't you understand? What they did that for? I just cannot tell.
They still have some task to get done with. Suddenly, they start to shout and one of them said;

"I know where all the good things go. They are locked up in an aisle, somewhere in his heart"

They make a fun of him. Just to take him down. Such a guilty place of a second chance.

and they start to shout. and they start to shout. and they start to shout.
and they start to shout. and they start to shout.
and all of them said and all of them said and all of them said
and all of them said and all of them said;

"We know where all the good things go. They are locked up in an aisle, somewhere in his heart"

Now suddenly it's too much!

"You know where all the good things go. They are locked up in an aisle, somewhere in your heart"

"It doesn't get any better than this!"

Safe Is Boring (dot)

It has to be happening once, but I just felt it doesn't suit me best for the time being. I think I should just missed the SAFE actually. The SAFE that I used to begging for. The SAFE that I'm looking for all these years. The SAFE that I aimed for 7 years back, I would say.

Have to lose all that so called SAFE. Instead, I'll try to look up for SAFE in that way. Yes, looking for SAFE in order to rid off of SAFE in my mind's map. Inappropriate, eh?
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"SAFE IS BORING" is boring. mcm bangang.

Dear Diary no. 1

Sometimes, I do look like someone who don't know how to talk properly. es-eych-ahy-tee!
: (

Wait And See

Maybe there's just something wrong with my imagination but it seemed like all the thing I'm working on was not very satisfying. boooooooooooo!

Colder

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You got right time and right tools. You've planned your goal. You planned everything that you listed down. But it does not work like it should be. Or somehow there are barriers came in the way you can't afford to tell. mmmmm~

--- (It has always happened to me, yes brother)

There are some people that can't stand with their failed plan. It's normal people do. Some people think they don't deserve that. Nothing wrong with it. But most of them didn't realize that will make them feel weaker. I've seen a lot in both my shoes; as a teacher and a normal people. They cried, shouting, saying bad words plus plus. It is such a wasting time. it is way too dumb. Sorry!

Yes, I've been through it and I felt the way it should feel. But somehow I got something that make me re-think again why should I be stronger. To tell the truth, I'm one of the losers indeed. Failed millions planning and failed again. Here, I think "HOPE" plays a main reason why it hurts much. Felt and woke up with a lot of wound and cuts. But still, I will take anything that I have to face just for my very own life's sake. It is not others life, bonehead!

I usually analyzed every mistake I've made. And it is felt like listen to the music that you don't like when you find out the best solution is BEING SELFISH. Yes, in other sweet word it has been called leadership. Not that leadership that you learned in Business Management in your college, baby. It is kind of running something out without listen to others. But I did it with a great taste and studies (not a proper/official one of course). And another thing is; please don't assume it would happen like in the "happily ever after" kind of movie. It'll not. Better put a low expectation on its succeed. It will help you. Trust me.

mmm I don't like this entry.

I had better shut up now (or stop writing). I usually talk / writing craps cynically when pissed off. And it is really rings a bell...